its been an interesting few days to say the least.

oooh i went to serangoon again on sunday to get pet supplies, and i headed to ttsh in the afternoon to visit eric. he fell very sick after coming back from hk, infection of the stomach and liver. sigh, he lost so much weight, like 5 kg or something. and he looked a tad pale although he improved greatly on tues on wed when i visited him again. im glad that he's discharged already.

im flooded with common tests n projects n bloody reports to hand up in the next 2 weeks. i guess i wont be headin out or squashin anytime soon. =(

of yea, i read up on Ted Bundy the other day, and i got chills down my spine. the atrocities this man committed are beyond words. its just freaky and disgusting, the way he rammed his victims' heads against the wall or battered them with a club until broken pieces of her skull got lodged within her brain. urgh a lot la really. go wikipedia and read up if u're up to it. remember not to eat before that. some crimes were absolutely sick to the core. but on the day before his execution, he gave an interview and he elaborated on the dangers of pornography. reminded me of The Green Mile where Old Sparky was put to good use. but that was a really sad show, especially when John Coffey was killed on Old Sparky. i cried buckets laaaaa.

i bumped into hueysun yday at ttsh, and we caught up and laughed for quite a long time during her lunch break. we reminisced about the times in anderson, we gossipped too la. haha.
i headed out on my own for a while after that, and i bumped into lucas. caught up over coffee and drooled over dvds in hmv! he has both seasons of GREY'S! URGH!
i really must get season 2 ASAP. NOW.

i've gotten over the whole och scare, took me quite a long time actually. i still tend to be scared and timid when my mind wanders off in the middle of the night...
ooh, jessie's band garden of eve is performing this sat at VIVOCITY! GO DOWN SUPPORT K! =)

i wanna watch titanic again.

drivin away from the wreck of the day and its finally quiet in my head.

i felt damn sad about something yday. and i felt tired and i didn't know what to do.
my fren comforted and held me. i guess it stopped the tears. i cant even remember the last time someone held me close to make sure i was alright. it has been very very very long indeed.

maybe, just maybe, i'm a totally different person now... i wish i wasnt.

a miracle happened yesterday.
after 5 very very long years, almost 6 years actually(gosh is it 2007 already?),a long lost friend popped up out of nowhere on my friendster who viewed me list. as in seriously popped up out of nowhere. tm was one heck of a memory, i had to double check to see whether it was the same person. its been so long...
we lost contact for some reason back then, bet it was some stupid childish excuse. i did try contacting him, but to no avail. i remember being very angry, but i guess it was just a facade to hide how i felt deep down within me. i was very very very hurt, WAS being the keyword cos now, i couldn't care less.
i heard that he got posted to brunei, and thats the most that i've asked about him now. it really didn't matter. but suddenly, yesterday, it mattered. i cared enough to send him a very short msg, and he replied with a very short answer. guess we've put aside our childish differences. took us 6 yrs huh.
i was going through files in my various diskettes, and i found saved log files of our conversations. wah i realised im a bit mad sometimes..haha.
guess it all faded from my memory long ago, things happen for a reason i guess.
but i'm extremely glad that we're in contact again. extremely little contact, but its there at least. im elated actually. i still cant believe it lor. HAHA.

anyway, on a brighter note, the cravings for squash have been satisfied.
did hard-core rallying today man. i'm exhausted and totally drained. barely slept the last couple of days due to e chalet and homework.

the chalet was really good, THANK YOU EVERYONE! the umbrella-over-bbq-pit thing was very very cool. LOL. imagine 4 or 5 of us scrambling to prop up umbrellas over e pit so as to shield the food from the pelting on-and-off rain. it was madness seriously but it was very very fun. never felt like that in a long time..

there was a kelong a stone's throw away, and we decided to check it out. the cooling sea breeze was a breath of fresh air, a far cry from the mosquito-infested headquarters we booked for the night. i felt like my worries were thrown out of the window as i leaned against the wooden railing, very light-headed and everything.
while the rest went to play beach volleyball, (i felt too prissy to run around in wet sand LOL no la jk) gary, yongda and i sat down and chatted about everything under the sun. and yes, we were literally under the sun.

we headed back for the bbq, and halfway into the bbq, it started drizzling. yes, then it started raining.. a lot of chivalry was definitely on display lol.

lol and yes i learnt indian poker! =) e visit to och was a killer in all honesty.. thank goodness gary became VERY BRAVE WHEN HE STEPPED IN. i swear he was breaking out in cold sweat before that.
thanks man gary for asking me whether i was alright so many times. and yes sorry for almost causing the blood in ur hand to clot. i gripped his arm suddenly numerous times. i would be very freaked out man. thanks everyone for e security and reassurance. i wouldnt have survived the whole ordeal without it. really.

so it was one sleepless night, cos after supper at changi village, we headed back for mahjong! haha i learnt some new terms!

sigh, and so i didn't sleep til thursday night, but i only slept for like 6 hours. i barely dragged myself out of bed this morning.

its time to catch up. on my sleep i mean.